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05.31.04 (5:18 pm)   [edit]
:? <=confused?>“Brevity is the soul of wit” [Hamlet. Polonius. Act 2. Sc. 2]
…So I guess I lack this so-called wit. My journals are quite too long. And boring?
Brace yourselves for another one.

**pinch** **pinch** I can’t find myself. This is the umpteenth time I’m giving myself a reality check. I don’t seem to be me. Earth-to-Jaye. Earth-to-Jaye. My world rotated more than 365 times this year. It did a thousand. I’ve gone light-years away from where I used to stand still and quite undisturbed in the silken silence. Wasn’t it only yesterday when I was rushing across the streets to catch a jeepney to Katipunan for my CET classes? Wasn’t it only yesterday when I was but an only child? Wasn’t it only yesterday when I sneaked-out for some clandestine rendezvous with the love of my life? It wasn’t but it seems so. Everything has changed. Everything but me. When the world turned a thousand times, sad to say, I think it left me behind in my yellow childhood days. I still remember….
Even so, I guess life hasn’t closed for me. It actually opened a lot of new opportunities. Getting into my dream university by passing the upcat and the talent auditions altogether was more than I could ever ask for. I saw it as the be-all and end-all of my life. There I was wrong. I thought my suffering finally gets dotted. [i]Free at last[/i], I used to say to myself. But actually, now, now, now, I’m on the real roadkill. I wonder if I will survive this. I’ve been through other roadkills before. I just want to be sure that I still have the stamina to will myself through this one.
 
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