Okay, so I'm savoring this tiny minute of my life to reflect. So far, I've been going to the university for two weeks, having so far 6 minor accidents,a considerable number of serious ones, two flunked quizzes, a thousand breakdowns, a 1 per minute goof-up, and two pretty sore feet (oh! as if I have more than two feet. I could just wish). I guess I'm joining the national piano competitions to save my confounded ego. I want to... I want to... Still I'm not so sure. I'm too tired to think. Too tired in the context of sheer hopelessness.
The future...doesn't seem so bright ahead. Viewing it from my vantage, I guess it is the darkest and most ambigous of the silhouettes that ever trod my life.
How strange that I find this misery strange. Was I ever really happy? [i]Certainly I was. [/i] But not enough for me to really remember. Misery loves company. And in the darkest of its days, it found me. :x
posted by: soapie (reply)
post date: 06.17.04 (4:17 am)
haaay naku... pareho lang tayo. grabe. mga goof ups na parang hindi ako. nakakaasar. and it always happens at the time i so don't need it. hey, let's have lunch together one of these days.
posted by: bea (reply)
post date: 06.17.04 (5:03 am)
i'll keep you company too.
PoiGnaNt PoiNtiLLisM by the PiXiE Tears are the Sweat of the Heart -jaye
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